Why Is It Always Me?

Dear diary, why is this world so evil?! Just because I am fat and ugly, that doesn't mean I have to be left out in everything. The world is cruel and evil. Why must there be competitions when the world can live in happiness. I hate this place. I even got kicked out from something I am already in! Grr... those pesky, foolish friends, they don't even know how to program a robot when I can. Yet, they say I can't enter robotics because I'm not up to it. It's the Nirmala story all over again. I keep on asking myself, Why Is It Always Me?